I had a rough time at church this morning. As I listened to the music the thought, "This isn't the way it's supposed to sound," came to mind. Only hearing from one ear doesn't give the music the fullness I'm used to. My voice sounds different to me when I sing and I can't hear the others around me as well. Along with that, the vibrations of the music and the tinnitus (ringing in my ears) were difficult for me this morning.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Adapting to Sensorineural Hearing Loss
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Labels: church, Sensorineural Hearing Loss, SNHL, tinnitus
Monday, May 24, 2010
Sudden Deafness - Week 4
Sunday, May 16 - Wednesday, May 19 - Most of the week, I was pretty grossed out about the idea of having a hole in my eardrum. At the same time, I was praying that it wouldn't close up so that the doctor would not need to numb and re-lance my eardrum. As the week wore on, it didn't gross me out as much... or I just got busy and didn't think about it as much.
Thursday, May 20 - Since Jason worked this Thursday, my friend said that she would drive me to my appointment and then take me to a geocache event afterwards. The hole was still in my eardrum, so the doctor just need to remove the scar tissue and inject the steroids. He said everything went as it should. I will go back in 4-6 weeks to have a check-up and a hearing test. I missed most of the geocache event, but got there in enough time to say hi to everybody. Mikayla, my friend, and I still enjoyed a good meal at Beef O'Brady's.
Friday, May 21 and Saturday, May 22 - Jason, Mikayla, and I did a "Missions Marathon" at church. Not being able to hear from one ear has made listening and communication more difficult. It brings up a lot of questions like... How many times should I have someone repeat themselves when I don't understand them? When should I just smile and pretend I heard them? Should I mention my hearing loss? Is a hearing loss a big deal, or am I making too much of this? What can I be doing to make all this easier?
Because my next appointment will not be for a month, I won't be doing weekly updates on my hearing loss. In the meantime, if I am so inspired to blog about my hearing loss, I will.
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Labels: church, sudden deafness
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Life REALLY Explained
I awoke this morning ready to sing the praises of my Savior. I'm not a great singer, but I know my voice of praise was pleasing to Him. The songs that rose from my lips were the old hymns that I sang growing up. Even worse than my singing voice is my memory for lyrics. I was then compelled to look up some of they hymns so I could actually sing them.
Contained within these lyrics is the REAL meaning of LIFE!
He Arose
He Lives
Christ the Lord is Risen Today
Lead Me to Calvary
The Old Rugged Cross
Were You There?
When I Survey the Wonderous Cross
Because He Lives
Here are a couple songs we sang from the service this morning. I love these lyrics as well. They are a lot newer than the hymns listed above.
Wonderful Merciful Savior
How Deep the Father's Love for Us
Happy Easter! Christ Jesus is risen today!
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